I wished I could

I wished I could say
the right words to
tear down the wall of silence
that hides your love away.
I wished I could find
the courage to stay
and not leaving you behind,
I wished I could explain
what I don’t understand myself,
why I care so much
and why I feel this pain.
I wished I could tell you
the things a good friend should,
be by your side for always;
how I wished I could.